Conscience (poem)

I couldn't keep my mouth shut. Now,this is where i'm at. These words i speak are uncertain and emotionaly flat. If you're going to blame me,then go ahead. I'm sick and tired of your opinions. Please get out of my head. I can hear your voice conquer my thoughts. My opinion and my life is stuck in this cage. Only if my words didn't end up in knots. I'd run wild and free and spread my rage. There's only so much i can take. I'd block you out but you're apart of me. My conscience,i am about to break free.

Appology letter to conscience

Dear Conscience,

I just want to say i am very sorry. I know i should listen to you more often then i should and i'm going to start. It's impossible to just stand by while you go to waste. You're in my head for a reason,right?

I should of dumped that fucking asshole prick a year ago and i should of just walked away. You i'm only human. I can't be wise and sincere and loyal to my beliefs and what-not. We should trade places you know? I'd like to be the bossy bitch for a day! I won't do it again. I just hate it when you yell! Between you and my heart i just can't listen to both at the same time! I can comprehend better advice when you compromise like my heart has a habit of doing.

You don't listen to me and you just need to think of it from my point of view. I mean come on! You can't just quit smoking. you need time. You're just so violent when it comes to me going out or smoking or anything fun! MY friends hate you i hope you know! Of course they don't your great personality like i do.

This was suppose to be an appology letter! Don't call me a dumb ass again! This is why i don't listen to you. Grow a freaking heart. Maybe you should listen to ME more!

sincerely,

Sarah.