the addictions i trouble with!

my sweet therapy.

We all have our addictions and habbits.

It may involve nudity or smoking plants but it's all an addiction or habbit that grows on us.

It's not much of a trouble to get rid of your crack lighterand pond that pipe...right?

WRONG!

It's going to be a trouble. It's going to fucking suck and to be honest fuck you if you think having an addiction isn't the right thing to do or isn't in your daily helper book.

Fuck off if you don't like what you see!

I've come to realize that not all of us can be happy at one time.

You're reasponsible for your own damn happiness!

What would you like for me to do?

Drop my pen and paper and go jump start your fucked up day?

I don't think so.

So why don't you start a support group or get a fucking life and do what you need to do to "be happy"!

Either watch me walk away or light a cigarette.

Either way is fine with me as long as you're happy!

So here's what i think about your habbits or addictions;

if it's not hurting people then go right ahead with your chipper ass!

Blouse shopping!

You know when you buy a cute blouse and you have a feeling your boobs are too big for it but it's too cute to put back?

Well that's exactly how it is with my point of view on absolutely everything.

So what if he dips and if we get married and grow old together we can get insurance when his jaw pops off.

So what if he's a complete asshole and he brags about his ex fiance in front of you.

So what if he has no problem asking if you want to sleep with him.

So what if i know i can do better.

It's the same thing with the blouse idea and you know it.

My boobs were too big and he wouldn't fit.

Even though i was pretty persistant on making him fit

and damn did i have to hear him complain about all the other smaller boobs and pornstar boobs.

My boobs were too big and not his style.

It turned out that after you washed the piece of shit he got uglier and uglier until i didn't even want him to fit. =D

So here is the deal;

if the blouse doesn't fit then get a bigger size!

There's another problem.

You're shopping for a date tonight and you're feeling lazy.

so you want something comfortable. Right?

Of course you do.

You do your thing and you come across a a fucking ugly piece of waste but really it's the best comfy blouse you've tried on in years.

What do you do?

"If it catches your eye then give it a try"

Is what i always say.

So i'd rather be comfortable and enjoying my fucked up life then having another damn reason to kick the cash registers skinny as for letting me buy the cute but not comfortable blouse!!